Mike, Spreading HOPE for Hudson

Mike Guistolisi, sharing his story in memory of Hudson

“After a difficult pregnancy, Hudson was born via emergency c-section at 28 weeks. He was the tiniest baby we've ever seen, but he brought so much joy to our lives. Hudson spent six weeks in the NICU, and died very suddenly after fighting an infection.

Hudson's life has allowed us to re-evaluate our own lives and focus on what is really important to us. He gave us the motivation and courage to change what we needed to in order to provide the best life possible for his little brother. Everything we do in our lives is somehow motivated by Hudson.

We love celebrating Hudson's birthday each year. Sometimes we take a family trip, and other years we celebrate at home with cake and a fancy dinner. We love telling our living son about Hudson and have really enjoyed watching him get to know his brother who lives in heaven.

We find little ways to honor Hudson throughout the year including remembrance walks, participating in HOPEtober and giving back to RTZ when we can. Doing things in honor of Hudson is such a special way for us to not only remember him, but to also help others who have experienced loss know they are not alone.”


October is Pregnancy & Infant Loss Awareness Month.
Our HOPEtober annual event honors all losses on the journey to parenthood.

Even though so many of us have experienced pregnancy or infant loss, or know someone who has, it is a loss that exists in the shadows. As bereaved parents, we feel isolated and alone. But together, we can shine a light on pregnancy and infant loss, helping others to live a life that holds both grief and joy.

HOPEtober Luminaries partner with us during the month of October to be an advocate and ambassador in spreading awareness and shining a light on pregnancy and infant loss. By sharing our stories we’re bringing awareness to pregnancy and infant loss, as well as the resources and support that exist through Return to Zero: Hope. As a nonprofit, raising awareness and funds are essential to our cause and support programs.

We'd be grateful if you you would consider making a contribution to Mike's fundraiser in honor of Hudson. Your gift ensures that other parents who endure loss on their journey to parenthood have the support, resources, and community they need in order to navigate life after loss.

This year our goal is to raise $75,000 during the month of October so that we can continue spread hope and healing by providing resources and support to grieving families and their care providers. 

Thank you for helping to shatter the silence around pregnancy & infant loss.

Shianne GundersenComment