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WHO WE ARE

RTZ HOPE is a community of bereaved parents, families, and providers offering inclusive resources and holistic support for anyone whose life has been touched by loss, including infertility, secondary infertility, miscarriage, ending a wanted pregnancy, stillbirth, infant or toddler death, loss through surrogacy or failed adoption. 

No matter if your loss is recent or in the past, RTZ HOPE is dedicated to empowering parents to seek whatever paths to healing are right for you.

We come alongside anyone who would otherwise suffer in silence. As impossible as it may feel right now, we want you to know there is hope. You will never forget your baby, but you will find meaning and experience joy again.

 
 
 
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The Story of Hope

As newlyweds, Sean and Kiley were very excited to be pregnant with their first child. They envisioned a natural birth free from unnecessary medical intervention. The pregnancy was typical until—at 35 weeks—Kiley went into early labor. At the doctor’s office, Kiley discovered that their son, Norbert, had already passed away, and he was born still the next day, July 12, 2005. The cause of his death was a liver cyst that had grown rapidly in the third trimester. Not only was their vision of a natural, non-medical birth experience gone, but losing their first child in this shocking and completely unexpected way shattered their lives.

They did have the opportunity to spend some time with their son at the hospital. However, the experience with the medical professionals was appalling, the staff was wholly unprepared, and the resources were sparse. Since then, they have wanted to educate doctors, nurses, and healthcare professionals about better ways to interact with and care for their patients. Sean and Kiley hope those who experience this loss in the future have better treatment and support.

 

In 2014, Sean and Kiley made RETURN TO ZERO in the belief that as a film, it would help to shatter the stigma and silence associated with stillbirth. By sharing their personal tragedy, they wished that others would find healing and even hope for the future. RETURN TO ZERO became much more than they anticipated—the film launched as a grassroots movement and has reached across continents and language barriers, galvanizing a global community. 

The success of the movie continues to help those who have experienced the heartbreak of stillbirth to feel as though they are not alone. It has created and inspired communities around the world that allow people to grieve a loss that has heretofore been silent in society, and its impact has been transcendent for people who have only known grief in solitude.


Return to Zero: HOPE is the nonprofit organization that developed organically as a result of the film's positive impact. It is a community of bereaved families and their health providers who are transforming the culture of pregnancy and infant loss through awareness, education, and support.

Kiley is available for speaking engagements as well as care provider trainings. Contact: kiley@rtzhope.org


 
 

Our Vision

Individuals and families navigating the unimaginable pain of pregnancy and infant loss* have access to compassionate, grief-informed resources and support to move towards healing and hope.

Our Mission

Return to Zero: HOPE is dedicated to offering hope and healing to those impacted by pregnancy and infant loss* through genuine connection, holistic support, inclusive resources, and grief-informed education.

*Includes infertility, secondary infertility, miscarriage, ending a wanted pregnancy, stillbirth, infant or toddler death, loss through surrogacy, or failed adoption. 

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Return To Zero: HOPE

  • is a nonprofit organization.

  • provides services and support to parents who have experienced pregnancy and infant loss.

  • seeks to optimize care and healing for families by collaborating with health care providers.

  • hosts holistic healing retreats for birthing parents who have experienced pregnancy or infant loss.

  • provides educational materials, trainings, and simple interventions for perinatal health providers to help mitigate trauma and future mental health impacts on parents.

  • creates online communities to support families who otherwise may be suffering in silence and isolation.

  • empowers parents to advocate for themselves using research-based guides and tools we have developed.

  • conducts impactful research to seek best practices to care for grieving families.

  • educates friends and family to better support bereaved parents as they grieve.

Board Racial Equity Statement

 

It is important to address the fact that there is a large part of the loss community whose needs aren’t being met. Black mothers and infants are dying at disproportionately higher rates than those from different backgrounds.

We acknowledge that there is systemic racism in America. This means that institutional policies, practices, and laws are designed to create advantages for people who aren’t of color; and, as a consequence, creates disadvantages for people who are Black, Indigenous, People of Color, or economically disadvantaged. 

As Bryan Steveson, founder/executive director of the Equal Justice Initiative and creator of the film Just Mercy, says, “We have an opportunity to create a new America.”  RTZ HOPE wants to be part of the solution and change the culture of pregnancy and infant loss by addressing racial inequity in accessing support services and resources after the death of a baby.  

It’s time to examine implicit biases and understand what racism and racial equity mean to all of us, both as individuals and as an organization. We understand that this process will be uncomfortable for some, but we know that it’s okay to feel this way. Just as with grief, acknowledging and sitting with the discomfort of injustice expands our ability to change.

RTZ HOPE is committed to educating about and confronting the experience of systemic racism in our country by:

  • Exploring implicit biases by using specialized approaches

  • Watching films and expanding our reading list to include and celebrate Black, Indigenous, and People of Color's voices, experiences and perspectives

  • Sharing in open and honest dialogue

  • Actively engaging our board of directors and clinical advisory board to address racial disparities in health care

We recognize this is an ever-evolving process, and as an organization, we pledge to take additional steps to be actively anti-racist by:

  • Increasing awareness of systemic racism impacts on maternal health care

  • Creating opportunities for safe and open conversations about grieving and healing in the BIPOC community

  • Connecting with BIPOC owned nonprofits/support groups in the baby loss community and using the RTZ HOPE platform to raise their capacity and visibility

  • Funding a position to spearhead community engagement with BIPOC owned nonprofits in the baby loss community

  • Raising money dedicated to scholarships for BIPOC bereaved parents for retreats and other support

  • Increasing diversity on our board of directors and clinical advisory board  

There are many aspects of pregnancy and infant loss that we cannot control, but equity and equality for all mothers and babies is something we can and should expect. We are dedicated to ensuring that RTZ HOPE remains a space that offers resources, education, and support in shattering the silence around not just pregnancy and infant loss but also the injustices that can lead to them.