Ojai Women's Healing Retreat

May 18-21, 2017

Ojai, CA

The Return to Zero Ojai Women's Healing Retreat  will be hosted at a private estate located in the beautiful and serene Ojai, California, just an hour north of Los Angeles, May 18-21, 2017. Ojai is nestled in a valley that makes you feel physically nurtured and comforted. It is a very special place for the deep work we will be doing.

Attendees of our previous healing retreats have said the experience was spiritually transformative. Please read our Testimonials and Vision statement if you haven't already. We do hope that you will join us!


Ojai is know by some as Shangri-La. The wonderful climate of the Ojai Valley has drawn many visitors from around the world who wish to rejuvenate their health with the warm, dry air, and never-ending sunshine.

It is also a large creative community, home to many artists and entrepreneurs.

We have chosen this location for our healing retreat because of its physical beauty and healing energy.



Dr. Kiley Krekorian Hanish

Dr. Kiley Krekorian Hanish is a bereaved mother and occupational therapist living in Los Angeles.  She is interested in the transformative aspects of grief, specifically how storytelling, meaningful activities, experiences, and the environment contribute to healing.  

Kiley and her husband Sean are creators of the film Return to Zero starring Minnie Driver and Paul Adelstein. It is based on their personal experience of their son Norbert, who was stillborn, and is the first movie to tackle the taboo subject of stillbirth.

Dr. Ivy Margulies is a clinical psychologist in Los Angeles specializing in maternal mental health, including stillbirth, miscarriage, infertility, postpartum mood and anxiety disorders, and newborn loss.  You can read more about Ivy at her website Angels Born Still.

She brings mindfulness, ritual, and sacredness to the retreat, allowing us to deepen our connection to ourselves, our babies, and others in the group.




This private home in Ojai is comprised of a main house and two tea houses, all with shared bedrooms. There is a large covered patio with outdoor fireplace, which is perfect for late-night chats. 

The Main House has 3 bedrooms (sleeps 13), each with an in-suite designer bathroom and French doors that lead out to the patio area and look out to the gardens. 

The tea houses each have 2 beds and are similar to cabins, but do not have bathrooms. There is a bathroom and shower in the yoga studio.


There is the wonderful opportunity to soak up the beauty, unwind, and relax in a salt water hot-soak pool and cold-plunge pool, which is available for year-round enjoyment.











All of your meals will be prepared by a private chef, who uses high quality, local and organic ingredients to offer an array of delicious and nutritious options at every meal. At this retreat, people may go through a certain depth of processing, and our goal is to provide food and caring service that is supportive of this.

The chef is able to cater for special needs and dietary requirements, making sure every retreat participant is cared for so they can relax and enjoy the retreat without any food apprehensions.





If you are traveling from out of town and are not within a reasonable driving distance, the best airports to fly into are: 

Santa Barbara, CA (43 miles away)

Burbank, CA (84 miles away)

LAX - Los Angeles, CA  (87 miles away)

There is ample parking available at the estate for you to rent a car for the weekend as well (some attendees carpool from the airport).

 If you prefer not to drive, there are two airport taxi services based in Ojai that offer round trip service to and from all three airports. You could also share a ride with others.

Ojai Limo (http://www.ojailimo.com/) - Ask for Jon (they have town cars too)

Topa Topa Taxi (http://www.topatopataxi.com/) 



The cost to attend the retreat is $1,395 for a shared bedroom in the house and $1295 for a shared tea house*.

Alumni of RTZ Retreats receive $75 discount.

*The tea houses do not have bathrooms - you will need to walk 200 feet to the bathroom in the yoga studio.

Because of the generosity of others, we are able to offer a variety of scholarships. Visit this page for more information.

What the price includes:
4 days / 3 nights of shared accommodation
All local and organic meals prepared by a private chef
All group activities and workshops

What the price does not include:
Travel to and from the retreat center
Any individual healing sessions that might be available, such as massages and energy work.

Where the money goes:                                                                                                                                                                                                           Any profit from the retreat is dedicated to the following:

  • Giving retreat scholarships
  • Printing and distributing Hospital Bereavement Cards
  • Attending and presenting at conferences
  • Raising awareness about Maternal Mental Health



We only have space for 17 retreat participants, and reservations will be taken on a first-come, first-serve basis. 


Cancellation policy: If you have paid in full and cancel before May 1, 2017 you will receive a full refund minus your $500 deposit. If you cancel after May 1, 2017, unfortunately, you will not receive a refund.


We understand that the retreat's cost may be prohibitive to some, so we encourage those of you to visit the below personal fundraising (aka crowdfunding) sites. Nearly 1/3 of our past participants have used a personal fundraising site to help attend the retreat. Friends and family are often eager to support you in the healing process but don’t know how to do so. This can be a great way for them to acknowledge and participate in a meaningful way.

If you are planning to crowd-fund, please email us at info@returntozerothemovie.com so we save you a spot!

Personal Fundraising Sites:

Go Fund Me

You Caring

In addition, after placing your deposit, establishing a monthly payment plan might work best for you. Please email Kiley at info@returntozerothemovie.com if you would like to discuss this in more detail.